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| Saturday, November 15, 2008
  Today, went to Riverside openhouse. I went there alone -.- Sat down there like a retard. Lucky I met Jingyi, Zihui & Menghui there! :D Watched the performances, didnt see Zoey. Toured around the school. Saw Mdm Rekha, dont really look like Mdm Renu lehs. Ohoh, FYI they're sisters. Mdm Renu in charge of my CCA, Mdm Rekha in charge of Zoey's CCA. Me & Zoey are sisters, while Mdm Renu & Mdm Rekha are sisters. How coincidental. Ahaha. Lazy to elaborate. They all went home, actually wanted to help Zoey clear her CCA booth one. Then my dad called me. He fetched me to 883 there, ate. He talked to me about some stuff. He said someone told her mama that I chatted on MSN with 2 Sec2or3 boys. Talk those bf gf things. Then her mama told my grandma then my dad. He talked to me lur. I told him I never did, but you know.. That look of doubt on his face... Its like using a knife to stab my heart. I dont know what to say, Im just feeling hurt now. I know who someone is, but Im not supposed to. So I cant clarify things with her. You know how helpless I feel? Went to his house. Talked to Shana about these things. She understands me better than dad, (: I hope she explains to dad. Chatted with Shana, lveher. I've not been at his house for like 1year? Well it used to be "OUR" house rather than his. From stepping into the house to touching those walls, memories flood through my mind. Me, Zoey, mama & dad used to walk through that door with smiles on our faces. Eating dinner, laughing. Playing with toys, jumping on the bed, drawing nonsense. In one room, there used to be paintings of small little bears at which I could stare at all day. Now, its been covered with paint. It really hurts to see how much has changed in my life. From all those good times, where have we ended up. I remember I was already planning which room would be mine & which room would be Zoey's when I was around 6. I was planning to have my own room at around.. my current age. I guess I didnt look that far into the future, how drastic my life could change. But, I'll survive (: Came home, Im supposed to explain to my grandma everything, but nobody else is supposed to know. & I dont know how to open up. She doesnt look like she knows anything. I think I'll talk to her later, when we're about to sleep. I dont know, I dont know. These days, Im so emotional. This matter, about our used-to-be family, about leaving WRPS. I'm a mess. Someone is a bitch, you wanna know who, ask me privately. -'- She must be trying to save her ass or something, I dont give a fuck. Ugh. Tomorrow going Mrs Chay's house :D Im not sure what time though. Ahahaha. I'll ask Shawn later on. Shana asked me what I wanted since I didnt go for the Fahrenheit concert. Cant think of anything, hmm.. 5more days to PSLE result release. 14more days to Zining's birthday. 33more days to Twilight release. FRIENDSTER'S GOT A FUCKING PROBLEM. From 500+ friends, change until 11 friends! WTFUCK. If this goes on, I'll quit Friendster. Hais. Ending here, maybe I'll go nap or something. Anything to avoid those hurting looks. <|3 Time now is 7pm. Bye. Tag Replies! `Christine ♥: Cool, I'm still p5. And i'm already thinking if i'll cry when it's next year, p6. LOL Labels: Im emotional go away |